letting go

I don't know what it is about you that makes it so hard for me to let go.

Should I even try to?

Is there something inside of me that still hopes you'll realize you want to be with me?

Am I a fool to even hope for that anymore? I know that I shouldn't even care or think about you like that but I can't help it. I've never been so confused about any boy before. What I feel... what I don't feel... it all gets jumbled up.