Life Plans & Loving Myself First

So lately I've been going a lot of planning and thinking about my future, I feel like I should have been doing this the past 7... 8 years but hell, it's better late than never.

Just a few plans:

* Applying to the BS/MS program at Tech for Computational Media and Digital Media.

* Going back to Taiwan and exploring the beauty of my home.

* Searching for an internship or job that will help me propel into the film industry.

* Buying a digital camera or video camera next semester to help me build experience on my own even if I cannot find an internship

I realized lately that although I find that being attractive, educated, etc. may be a burden at my age, in the long run, it'll be the best for me. I'm not willing to lower myself just so guys will be attracted to me and my mindset. I'm not willing to change myself just so some guy will like me more. I am only willing to progress further.